It's not you I miss (well..maybe just a little..but you're not for me and I know that..but...) it's the idea of you. It gets reinforced every time I read old e-mails, texts, look at pictures, and mostly, remember how you cared about me. That's what I miss the most - being cared about. ...and I can't get my mind off of that desire and memory lately. I've never been like this. I'm just lonely lately and can't kick the pathetic thoughts.
October was so long... and November's already half-way over. How?